{"id":166,"date":"2005-08-16T18:42:06","date_gmt":"2005-08-16T16:42:06","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/olvasonaplo.net\/olvasonaplo\/2005\/08\/16\/szabo_magda_katalin_utca\/"},"modified":"2012-09-21T21:54:57","modified_gmt":"2012-09-21T19:54:57","slug":"szabo_magda_katalin_utca","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/olvasonaplo.net\/olvasonaplo\/2005\/08\/16\/szabo_magda_katalin_utca\/","title":{"rendered":"Szab\u00f3 Magda: Katalin utca"},"content":{"rendered":"

\"\" “A Katalin utca egyszerre val\u00f3s\u00e1g, egyszerre jelk\u00e9p: eml\u00e9keinkben \u00e9let\u00fcnknek \u2013 helysz\u00edneivel, rokonainkkal, bar\u00e1tainkkal egy\u00fctt \u2013 r\u00f6gz\u00fclt szakasza, amelyet ha tehetn\u00e9nk, ahogy a videofelv\u00e9telen lehets\u00e9ges, annyiszor j\u00e1tszan\u00e1nk, \u00e9ln\u00e9nk meg \u00fajra, ah\u00e1nyszor csak menek\u00fclni szeretn\u00e9nk a jelenb\u00f5l abba a boldog\u00edt\u00f3 irrealit\u00e1sba, ami r\u00e9g sz\u00e9tfoszlott m\u00e1r, csak \u00e9ppen feledhetetlen. Mindenkinek megvan a maga Katalin utc\u00e1ja, olykor \u00e1lmodik is vele, \u00e9s ha fel\u00e9bred, csal\u00f3dottan \u00e9s nyugtalanul szomor\u00fa. Ebben a k\u00f6nyvben azt szerettem volna meg\u00edrni, hogy csak az tal\u00e1lhatja meg visszak\u00edv\u00e1nt Katalin utc\u00e1j\u00e1t, aki nem v\u00e9tett ellene. Az \u00edr\u00f3 most beavatja az olvas\u00f3t titk\u00e1ba: \u00f5 milyennek k\u00e9pzeli el a hal\u00e1l ut\u00e1ni \u00e9letet, a t\u00falvil\u00e1got, az \u00e9l\u00f5k \u00e9s holtak \u00e9rintkez\u00e9s\u00e9t \u00e9s folyton v\u00e1ltoz\u00f3 viszonylatait, s megpr\u00f3b\u00e1lja k\u00f6rbevil\u00e1g\u00edtani az etikai t\u00f6bb mint faux pas-t, amikor sz\u00e1nd\u00e9kosan, olykor sz\u00e1nd\u00e9ktalanul, de v\u00e9tkez\u00fcnk. H\u00e1rom csal\u00e1dot k\u00f6lt\u00f6ztettem a Katalin utc\u00e1ba, egy fogorvost feles\u00e9g\u00e9vel, l\u00e1ny\u00e1val, egy pedag\u00f3gust, Ir\u00e9n \u00e9s Blanka nev\u00fb gyerekeivel \u00e9s egy \u00f5rnagyot, akinek fia van, B\u00e1lint. A h\u00e1rom h\u00e1z szomsz\u00e9dos, talaj tekintet\u00e9ben azonos egys\u00e9g, s a lak\u00f3k bar\u00e1tok. Az olvas\u00f3 majd l\u00e1tni fogja, hogyan sz\u00f6v\u00f5dnek \u00e9s kusz\u00e1l\u00f3dnak \u00f6ssze a szoros egym\u00e1s mellett \u00e9l\u00e9s sz\u00e1lai a csal\u00e1dok \u00e9let\u00e9ben, ki hogy viselke\u00f3dik v\u00e1ls\u00e1gos pillanatokban, s miut\u00e1n a reg\u00e9ny v\u00e9g\u00e9re elk\u00e9sz\u00fcl az egyenleg, el is falazza a visszat\u00e9r\u00e9s ak\u00e1r \u00e1lombeli lehet\u00f5s\u00e9g\u00e9t is att\u00f3l, aki nem \u00e9rdemli meg: azont\u00fal soha nem mehetnek v\u00e9gig a r\u00e9gi k\u00f6vezeten, ann\u00e1l kev\u00e9sb\u00e9, hiszen az els\u00f5 vil\u00e1gh\u00e1bor\u00fa ut\u00e1ni k\u00f6rnyezetv\u00e1ltoz\u00e1sok mag\u00e1t a helysz\u00ednt is megv\u00e1ltoztatt\u00e1k. Az \u00edr\u00f3 sz\u00edvb\u00f5l rem\u00e9li, aki ezt a k\u00f6nyvet v\u00e9gigolvassa, meg\u00e9rti \u00e9rvel\u00e9s\u00e9t, b\u00e1rmilyen bizarr is, azt is, hogy az elvesztett h\u00e1bor\u00fa ut\u00e1n \u00faj Katalin utc\u00e1k l\u00e9tes\u00fclnek m\u00e1sok sz\u00e1m\u00e1ra, de ezek a m\u00e1sok voltak\u00e9ppen azonosak azokkal, akik valaha gyermekk\u00e9nt vih\u00e1ncoltak vagy k\u00f6nnyeiket t\u00f6r\u00f6lgett\u00e9k a h\u00e1rom kertben. Csak a szem\u00e9lyek fordulnak meg tengely\u00fck k\u00f6r\u00fcl, ebben a reg\u00e9nyben, ahol a holtak \u00fagy j\u00e1rnak-kelnek, mint az \u00e9l\u00f5k, az olvas\u00f3nak meg kell \u00e9reznie, nincs val\u00f3di hal\u00e1l, csak visszat\u00e9r\u00e9s valamibe, ahonnan egy id\u00f5re kisz\u00e1lltunk \u00e9s hogy az apostolnak, aki olyan megind\u00edt\u00f3an pr\u00e9dik\u00e1lt a szeretetr\u00f5l, bizony, igaza van. Az \u00edr\u00f3 egyik legkedvesebb gyermek\u00e9t teszi le az olvas\u00f3 el\u00e9, mint az \u00f3kor r\u00f3mai polg\u00e1rai, ha felemelt\u00e9k a csecsem\u00f5t, maguk\u00e9nak ismert\u00e9k el. Most elindulnak a rejtelmes utca lak\u00f3i, s az \u00edr\u00f3 az olvas\u00f3t\u00f3l is azt k\u00e9ri: hozza haza Blank\u00e1t. Mindenkit, aki helyett\u00fcnk lakol addig sosem ismert param\u00e9terek k\u00f6zt az\u00e9rt, mert elk\u00f6vette helyett\u00fcnk mindazt, amit mi nem mert\u00fcnk, mert ahhoz is gy\u00e1v\u00e1k voltunk, hogy v\u00e1llaljuk \u00f6nmagunk negat\u00edv \u00e1ll\u00f3k\u00e9p\u00e9t.” Szab\u00f3 Magda<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"

“A Katalin utca egyszerre val\u00f3s\u00e1g, egyszerre jelk\u00e9p: eml\u00e9keinkben \u00e9let\u00fcnknek \u2013 helysz\u00edneivel, rokonainkkal, bar\u00e1tainkkal egy\u00fctt \u2013 r\u00f6gz\u00fclt szakasza, amelyet ha tehetn\u00e9nk, ahogy a videofelv\u00e9telen lehets\u00e9ges, annyiszor j\u00e1tszan\u00e1nk, \u00e9ln\u00e9nk meg \u00fajra, ah\u00e1nyszor csak menek\u00fclni szeretn\u00e9nk a jelenb\u00f5l abba a boldog\u00edt\u00f3 irrealit\u00e1sba, ami r\u00e9g sz\u00e9tfoszlott m\u00e1r, csak \u00e9ppen feledhetetlen. Mindenkinek megvan a maga Katalin utc\u00e1ja, olykor \u00e1lmodik is 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