{"id":163,"date":"2005-07-31T11:59:00","date_gmt":"2005-07-31T09:59:00","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/olvasonaplo.net\/olvasonaplo\/2005\/07\/31\/szabo_magda_a_danaida\/"},"modified":"2012-09-21T21:55:52","modified_gmt":"2012-09-21T19:55:52","slug":"szabo_magda_a_danaida","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"http:\/\/olvasonaplo.net\/olvasonaplo\/2005\/07\/31\/szabo_magda_a_danaida\/","title":{"rendered":"Szab\u00f3 Magda: A Danaida"},"content":{"rendered":"

\"\"“A Danaid\u00e1-ban el\u0151sz\u00f6r ny\u00faltam hivat\u00e1sos \u00edr\u00f3 kez\u00e9vel a minta \u00e9rt\u00e9k\u0171 antik mitol\u00f3gia figur\u00e1i k\u00f6z\u00e9: Danaus kir\u00e1ly l\u00e1nyai azzal b\u0171nh\u0151dtek b\u0171n\u00fck\u00e9rt, hogy az id\u0151k v\u00e9gezet\u00e9ig feneketlen hord\u00f3ba kellett vizet hordaniuk. Beteget nem enyh\u00edtett a sz\u00e9tsziv\u00e1rgott v\u00edz, szomjat nem oltott, v\u00e9rt se mostak vele, elcsorgott, mint Cs\u00e1ndy Katalin k\u00f6nyvt\u00e1rvezet\u0151 \u00e9lete, ez a gy\u0171r\u0171-\u00e9let, amelyben elv\u00e1laszthatatlanul kitapinthatni a kezdettel azonos v\u00e9get.<\/p>\n

Az \u00e9n Danaid\u00e1mnak az a b\u0171ne, hogy csak \u00f6nmag\u00e1ra figyel \u00e9lete k\u00e9tharmad szakasz\u00e1ban, s nem veszi \u00e9szre, hogy minden kor t\u00f6rt\u00e9nelmi id\u0151szak, amelyben nemcsak alakul az emberi sors, hanem maga a benne \u00e9l\u0151 is adhat jelz\u00e9st, esetleg valami fordulatot a hazai vagy vil\u00e1gt\u00f6rt\u00e9nelemnek. Cs\u00e1ndy Katalin a nagy emberi \u00e9rz\u00e9sekre \u00e9rz\u00e9keny, szerelemre, f\u00e9lt\u00e9kenys\u00e9gre, sz\u00e9gyenre, nem veszi \u00e9szre, hogy az id\u0151 nagy foly\u00f3ja olykor hidat, olykor g\u00e1zl\u00f3t k\u00edn\u00e1l, esetleg jelz\u00e9s mutatja, hol nem tan\u00e1csos v\u00edzbel\u00e9pnie. K\u00f6rnyezet\u00e9ben minden megv\u00e1ltozik, \u0151 csak addig a hat\u00e1rig, m\u00edg felismeri, ne bukd\u00e1csoljon m\u00e1r holt\u00e1ig a sz\u00e1m\u00e1ra kil\u00e1t\u00e1stalan koordin\u00e1t\u00e1k k\u00f6z\u00f6tt, hanem mentse meg, ami az \u00e9let\u00e9b\u0151l megmenthet\u0151. Az elvar\u00e1zsolt kir\u00e1lyl\u00e1ny sose figyelt j\u00f3l, mire feleszm\u00e9lt, probl\u00e9m\u00e1in \u00e9s szem\u00e9ly\u00e9n \u00e1tl\u00e9pett a t\u00f6rt\u00e9nelem, amin m\u00e9g m\u00f3dos\u00edthat, t\u00e1rgyilagos, holdverte fr\u00e1zis, se indulat nem perzsel, se k\u00e9ts\u00e9gbees\u00e9s, nem a nap s\u00fct, csak a hold.
Ebben a reg\u00e9nyben k\u00e9t k\u00e9s\u0151bbi reg\u00e9ny jelzi valamikori sz\u00fclet\u00e9s\u00e9t, a m\u00e9g ir\u00f3nia n\u00e9lk\u00fcli antik vil\u00e1g \u00e1br\u00e1zol\u00e1sa \u00e9s Melinda szem\u00e9ly\u00e9ben az \u00f6regek vil\u00e1g\u00e1t nem v\u00e1llal\u00f3 ifj\u00fas\u00e1g k\u00f6nyve, a leend\u0151 M\u00f3zes I. 22. Szerettem \u00edrni, vonzott az \u00e1br\u00e1zolhat\u00f3 alakok sokf\u00e9les\u00e9ge, Anyuci, a sunyi, Somos Aranka, a tisztas\u00e1g megsz\u00e1llottja, N\u00f3ra \u00e9s persze Elek is, aki gondosan m\u00e9rlegel \u00f6tvenhatban s az utca helyett az otthon biztons\u00e1g\u00e1t v\u00e1lasztja, mert nem \u00e9rdemes d\u00f6nteni szerinte, m\u00edg a dolgok v\u00e9get nem \u00e9rnek. Legnagyobb kedvvel persze Melind\u00e1t form\u00e1ltam, riaszt\u00f3 fekete anyja feh\u00e9r negat\u00edvj\u00e1t. Form\u00e1ul a hatvanas \u00e9vek \u00e1lland\u00f3 tennival\u00f3j\u00e1t, a folytonos \u201e\u00edrjuk meg az \u00e9letrajzunkat\u201d-k\u00f6telezetts\u00e9get v\u00e1lasztottam, maga a reg\u00e9ny egy fejezetenk\u00e9nti mott\u00f3sor, sz\u00e9tkaszabolva, ha az olvas\u00f3 \u00f6sszeolvassa, megd\u00f6bben, mert Katalin minden az \u00e9letrajzban \u00edrt szava igaz, \u00e9ppen csak nem ez volt a val\u00f3di \u00e9lete, mert arra, ami a val\u00f3di \u00e9lete valakinek, r\u00e9szint nincs f\u00fcle a k\u00e9rdez\u0151nek, r\u00e9szint nincs fogalmaz\u00e1sbeli megold\u00e1s. Minden ember titok. Minden titok titok. Az \u00edr\u00f3 mesters\u00e9ge valahol szakr\u00e1lis, m\u00e9g \u00f6nmaga sz\u00e1m\u00e1ra is elemezhetetlen. Mikor befejeztem, kin\u00e9ztem a minden munk\u00e1mat v\u00e9gigfigyel\u0151 lombok k\u00f6z\u00e9, \u00e9s elt\u0171n\u0151dtem rajta, ad-e Isten \u00faj munk\u00e1ra er\u0151t m\u00e9g, hogy meg\u00edrhassam ezent\u00fal is, amit \u00e9szrevettem \u00e9s amit az emberekr\u0151l \u00e9s az emberi szenved\u00e9lyekr\u0151l megtanultam.”<\/p>\n

<\/p>\n

Szab\u00f3 Magda<\/div>\n

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“A Danaid\u00e1-ban el\u0151sz\u00f6r ny\u00faltam hivat\u00e1sos \u00edr\u00f3 kez\u00e9vel a minta \u00e9rt\u00e9k\u0171 antik mitol\u00f3gia figur\u00e1i k\u00f6z\u00e9: Danaus kir\u00e1ly l\u00e1nyai azzal b\u0171nh\u0151dtek b\u0171n\u00fck\u00e9rt, hogy az id\u0151k v\u00e9gezet\u00e9ig feneketlen hord\u00f3ba kellett vizet hordaniuk. Beteget nem enyh\u00edtett a sz\u00e9tsziv\u00e1rgott v\u00edz, szomjat nem oltott, v\u00e9rt se mostak vele, elcsorgott, mint Cs\u00e1ndy Katalin k\u00f6nyvt\u00e1rvezet\u0151 \u00e9lete, ez a gy\u0171r\u0171-\u00e9let, amelyben elv\u00e1laszthatatlanul kitapinthatni a 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